A promise to myself

I heard something today 

you will do anything you can to complete a promise to others 

but a promise to your self is always the first to not follow through 

that is true. 

so I promise myself I will increase my yoga practice. 

i will do my yoga practice every day for 10 days no matter what. 

you matter :) 

No Power

In and around

And through me again

All elements moving

Twirling whirling

I cling to nothing

The good

The bad

The beautiful

The ugly

They are all the same

The sexual beast

Merged with the prude

It is all the same

All my barriers

Are blurred together

All my secret desires are not afraid of the dark

But have no power over me

All the beautiful wanting

All the dark haunting

It's all the same

Equal

I can dance naked in a pit of a thousand men

Or I can dance alone in a forest

Consisting of on beautiful tree

Or I can dance in a trace with a perfect lover

None of these desires

Have power over me

Come-on kids

come-on kids

let's look on the bright side

let's look on the right side

forget the left

it's just not there

come-on kids

lets follow your ever carnal desire

you can grow fat with the drive thru

grow weak with the telly

you don't need to think

you won't even have to blink

come-on kids

let's follow the man

we'll put you in the assembly line of life

put you in debt

to get you a job

you'll pop out some babies

and you will be just swell

come-on kids

let's look on the bright side

someday you won't even have to breathe on your own

you can just be hooked to a tube

come-on kids

An Old Dream Revisits

The Deer man says;

"Baby

Pick and choose

Pick and choose

Cause you have choices. "

No Power

In and around

And through me again

All elements moving

Twirling whirling

I cling to nothing

The good

The bad

The beautiful

The ugly

They are all the same

The sexual beast

Merged with the prude

It is all the same

All my barriers

Are blurred together

All my secret desires are not afraid of the dark

But have no power over me

All the beautiful wanting

All the dark haunting

It's all the same

Equal

And not permutated

I can dance naked in a pit of a thousand men

Or I can dance alone in a forest

Consisting of on beautiful tree

Or I can dance in a trace with a perfect lover

None of these desires

Have power over me

Nothing

His arms wrapped tight around me

My head on his chest

While feeling the heat of his body pressed onto mine

I sink down into the comfort

Of that warm safe feeling

A feeling of love a protection

Warmness

And safety

And as I lay there I think about

How there is really no safety in this

There is no safety at all

There are no warm feelings

No secret comfort

Nothing

There is nothing to give me

There is nothing to take

What is the point to all this

All this

Nothing

How A Goddess Makes a Crown

 

amber orange

sparkling like diamonds

covered in gold

spiraling down, down

grazing the grass

then shooting up

up to the heavens

past the sun

and through the milky way

collecting stars

for her crown